.Wednesday, April 16, 2008 '
4/16/2008 10:14:00 AM Y
somehow having the thought of recalling th past after reading a stranger's blog.
I remembered my exbf during my secondary school days.
I've get to know him through MIRC, which is a chat client in those days.
Many "Hor.." guys chatted with me, but this guy who seems to catch my attention by th topics he talked to me.
Knowing that he's not out there to cheat on me or what,
I started closing those stupid conversation with others on by one.
He's the last one left that I really want to chat to.
We then exchanged numbers.
He called me,
he started sweet talking which could easily melts my naive heart.
I think th next day or so, we get together alr.
We dated for a few weeks,
Went out a few times,
then he starts to drift from me.
We had a talk on th phone, we broke up..
Ever since then I tried to avoid calling him.
I cried badly,
Thinking of those times how he kissed me,
How he held my hand close to his heart,
How he sang sweetly to me through th phone.
A few days later, his friend called me.
His friend confessed to me he broke up with me because he need to go in.
He just dont want me to be too sad when I know he is going in.
I gave him a call.
We chatted, feeling awkward.
In th background playing th song he used to sing to me.
He sang along..
"后来,我总算学会了如何去爱...
永远不会再重来
有一个男孩
還爱著那个女孩"
I heard him adding 還 in that phrase, I cried.
I know he still love me.
And that's the last time we contacted each other.
I am random. sorry. lol.
